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Thanksgiving
For all American friends: Happy Thanksgiving and for all my friends: Have a wonderful day. No Thanksgiving celebrations over here, no turkey, yams, or pie, more's the pity.But we can still think of the...
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Public Service AnnouncementRemember folks: before you enter into any kind of play described below, you should get informed. Make sure you know what you're doing, surf the web for information, and even...
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The Sweet get Sweets, the Bad get the Rod (Wie Zoet is krijgt Lekkers, Wie...
This is more rigidthan it looksand it really hurtsThe title of this entry is from a Sinterklaas song, since it's almost 5 December again and since it fits for another reason as well, as you can find...
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The Third Annual Great Online Cookie Exchange Extravaganza
Cinnamon rollsEdited for my American friends: ounces, cups and inches added.You need:800g (28 oz) flour40g (1.5 oz) fresh yeast (one package) or 7g (.25 oz) dried yeast0.4 l (1.75 cup) lukewarm milk80g...
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The Vengeance of Mrs. Claus
You can find this book at Blushing Books: The Vengeance of Mrs. Claus, and it's written by our own Ana.In some countries, turning 21 means gaining the right to vote and drink alcoholic beverages. For...
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Getting ready for the party
Yes, tonight's the night: my first ever pervert party.I'm not going to change before I get there: it's cold out (we already had snow last week), and I want to be warm as I roam the streets. No, at the...
View ArticlePervert's Playground Party
I took my time. First of all I undressed and used my rose-scented, glittery body powder all over. Then I put on my black suspenders and stockings. I didn't expect to see any of the sparkles of the...
View ArticleStill here
Yes, I know, it's been too long since my last post.Thing is, a lot has been happening in my life, that got in the way of even going on-line, let along posting on my blog. There have been personal...
View ArticleA new life
Any of you ever thought about moving to the other side of the world? Anyone? Do you have any advice for me?A year ago I flew to the kids, for the impending birth of my grandson. Being there was very...
View ArticleBDSM down under: please tell me I'll be fine
I haven't been active yet, here. A new environment, not knowing where is safe and where isn't, no job, therefore no money and no own place to life. It's really frightening to just get out there, and I...
View ArticleThat was the week that was
On Monday I got an inkling that Luke might be a kinkster. On Sunday I got the confirmation. On Monday I came out to him and we planned a meeting to discuss for the Wednesday a week later.Until that...
View ArticleSubmissive? Me?
All my life I've had an inkling that I might be masochistic and submissive, even before I knew those words. I also knew these feelings weren't "normal", so I hid them far, far away, where even I had...
View ArticleBut: I'm familyyyyyyyyyy
My relationship with my siblings is ... complicated. There was always (and I mean always!) drama. A was fighting with B, then they would close ranks to fight with C, then everybody would turn against...
View ArticleSub-drop and aftercare
So, I've only had 3 play partners till date and I never experienced a sub drop yet. In fact, I never even heard of the phenomenon until a few weeks ago, when I saw the term on FetLife. I then had to...
View ArticleI used to be a nice girl!
Once upon a time I used to follow the rules, be well behaved, do as I was expected to, be friendly, polite, helpful, loving, accommodating, put the need of others above my own, conform: I used to be a...
View ArticleThe games sadists play
So, let's talk some more about Luke.Luke is a self-professed sadist, and I'm not contradicting that, at all. We have played a couple of times, and it's all about and for him: he wants to hurt me and...
View ArticleNew games, additional play partner
Yesterday I wrote my first post about Andrew, and I told him about it through a message. When he was on-line later, he read it and we talked about it.We also talked about Luke: Andrew likes the fact...
View ArticleJudgement
Judgement, being judged, weighed and found wanting. I've felt judged all my life, and yes, I always felt wanting.I never felt I was a good enough daughter, sister, student, employee, wife, mother,...
View ArticleCrime and Punishment
No, nothing to do with the legal system, but I was in trouble.Remember my post about Andrew and orgasm control? That is hot! Listening to him on the phone, me begging him for release, him telling me to...
View ArticleMy 'Naked' Truth
This is a little something I wrote on FetLife.I've been reading. Yes, that happens, but what I want to write about is this: My 'Naked' Truth. It's about a mature woman who gets turned down by a...
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